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Porn For Me: That Hurts

July 27, 2010

There’s a particular kind of horniness where orgasm simply isn’t enough. It’s over too quickly, the energy too explosive, unsustained. Without another agreeable body to grind myself against, I write it down, because it draws it out, and I’ll go crazy if I don’t.

I have a lot of insecurity about sharing the porn I write. I’m afraid I’ll be judged, for my desires or the quality. I’ve internalized this stigma about porn not having any literary worth. But you know what? The porn out there is shit, and at least this is something. It’s fed me for a little while, and maybe it will feed someone else. I’m just transcribing it from scrawls in my old piano lesson notebook. It’s unedited except for spelling and basic grammar, with no regard for flow, repetition or depth. It’s just what I can manage to get out when I’m deep in it. I’m crossposting this at HTPorn.

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That hurts.

Oh yes that hurts.

She pushes her tongue into his ass.

That doesn’t hurt.

She holds his balls, palms them at just the height where they hang. He feels her pinch his scrotum, roll it between her fingers. She pinches the back of his sack, almost where it joins his body. She tugs, sharply. He whimpers.

She knuckles the sweet spot behind his balls, digging in harsh and deep. He groans a little, whimpers.

Roll over, she says.

With a hitch, he pushes himself up and turns over, giving her his belly, his throat. She pushes his legs apart, opening the soft insides of his thighs. Her cock digs into his hip, and she catches both their cocks in her hand, holding them snug. He watches them, mesmerized, loves to watch them push and rub together, knowing one of them will be inside him.

She scooches up his body, straddling him, until she is sitting on his collarbones. Letting her cock drop into his mouth, she watches the shape of his lips around the head. Grinding her hips, she pushes a little deeper, watching. She pulls out, the head resting on his lower lip.

You’re going to swallow me.

I don’t know if I can, he says. They’ve been practicing.

You will today. Your body is yours, but your holes are mine.

He is afraid.

As she climbs off of him, he follows her, kneeling then leaning down to take her in his mouth. Grabbing his hand she pushes it between her legs, and he slowly sinks two fingers into her, so wet, and uses the tip of his forefinger to massage her anus. He licks and lips and swirls around the head, then kisses her belly and her thighs while she rocks against his fingers. He takes her cock again, sucking, licking, moving down.

He gags on the first attempt, retreats. Swallowing, he moves his mouth up and down what he can take, loving the feel of his mouth stretched, his teeth forced apart, the shape of her filling him up.

He moves down again, and he gets the angle right and swallow at the right moment and takes her into his throat. His eyes water, and he tries to look up at her. He starts to gag again, and she pulls back. He breathes a little hard, then tries again. They’re moving together and she takes his throat, his nose almost pressing into her belly as he whimpers down in his gut.

Oh my pretty whore, she says as she pushes her cock into him again. He’s hot and aching. His eyes are watering from repressing the gag, so he closes them, a little moisture trickling out. Her cunt flexes around his fingers.

She pulls out, and off his fingers, and his mouth hangs open.

How does your ass feel?

Empty, he whimpers, wriggling against the mattress.

Fuck yourself.

So he fingers himself wet and loose while she watches, both hands massaging himself, fingers slipping in.

Laying back, she opens her thighs.

Don’t come. If you feel like you’re going to come, pull out.

He crawls over to her, breathless, and thumps his half-hard cock against her vulva, drags the head between her lips until he’s hard, then eases into her with a little grunt. She sighs, lifting her legs to bring him deeper, her cock bumping between their bellies. She hurts his nipples, and his balls, fingering his anus. He pants, sharp sweet sounds as he fucks her. They part, sweating, and she pushes him onto his back, climbs on top of him, back arched.

Fuck me, slut.

She sinks around him, and he bends his knees and thrusts up into her. There’s more stimulation now, and suddenly he’s going to come, and he grabs her ass and jerks out, breathing hard, on the edge and not sure if he will slip over anyway. Waiting for him, she leans down to kiss him and he bites his lip.

Too close.

Do I need to plug you up?

There’s a long silver rod to fill up his cock, waiting beside the bed. He shakes his head, still biting his lip.

They stay there, very careful and still, for what seems like a long time.

Ready, he tells her, and his kisses him, taking him hard with her cunt, slamming down around him. She leans back, and it hurts, and he mewls, holding her cock against his belly. She’s gasping little noises as it puts pressure on her clit and she digs her fingernails into his nipples. She moves up and down and he sets his teeth with the pain. Then he chokes as she jerks against him.

She slaps him, stinging shock then bites his neck, sinking her teeth into his shoulder.

Trashy little whore. You like me sitting on your cock?

He wants to come. He stares up at her, face still stinging.

You want to come in me? Viciously she fucks his cock. Lifting off him she says, Give me your ass.

Moaning, he rolls over, lifting his hips.

She hits him, hard, keeps hitting his ass until he’s nearly in tears, and her hand stings just as deep. Then she slaps his flanks, his balls, punches his thighs and pushes him over to beat his chest. She uses his cock again, painfully leisurely, then his mouth, and finally she wrenches his legs apart and starts to fill his ass.

She eases in and out, in and out, little by little while he holds his ankles. He moans as she starts to use him, and he can feel her close to coming.

Please let me come.

It bursts out of him when he thinks he’s well past speech.

She says nothing, angling into him again.

When she comes she lurches on top of him, jerking, caught in it, and he nearly screams watching her caught up in it and wanting to go there with her.

She puts him on his hands and knees and takes him slow and easy, and he’s past speech really this time. Then she takes him short and hard and holds him down the ways he likes it.

Finally, she untangles herself from her cock, and they lie sticky and shaky-breath together for a long time until they’re both actually in the room again. Then they start to touch, more conscious and directed, easing down, easing back.

When he’s soft she gently washes and dries his penis and his testicles and he feels the hard planes of the cage as she pokes and wriggles him back into it, locking him away safely until next time.

6 Comments leave one →
  1. August 5, 2010 12:13 am

    Holy FUCK that’s so FUCKING hot!

    My heart was thumping in my neck when I read it, breathing shallow, tube…well, you know.

    Very, very nice. More, please.

  2. ranat permalink*
    August 6, 2010 11:50 am

    Cool! It seems to be working. More is on its way.

  3. LikquidPleasures permalink
    November 11, 2010 7:22 pm

    i totally get what yur saying. reading it allows for your imagination to create a picture of its own and makes it SOO much Hotter. Oh my god that was hott man. keep it up. great job. you should right entire books. simply amazing

  4. August 12, 2011 1:29 pm

    I got really turned on reading this. Amazing.

  5. ranat permalink*
    September 2, 2011 12:26 am

    I was pretty turned on writing it. It’s been kind of a trip to have both my (non-kinky) partners reading this blog. It does bring up some insecurity, but this is what’s real.

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